I AM HERE

I am sitting here, trying to find the exact words to describe how i feel right now this very moment. Not much is happening now. The weekend is officially over. I try to keekp count on my footsteps, as i decide to take a long walk somewhere instead of sitting home all day (glad it's not to cold today, though i still wearing those gloves made of thinsulate materials). If this were another country, i would have the luxury of traversing through a tree-lined park, or idly walking by a soothing river. But this is where I live now. I get like this sometimes--morose, melancholy and introverted. I avoid the presence of company and retreat inside of myself, then start pondering about whatever comes to my mind.. Wheeww, i'm just missing home i guess and stuck inside the house the whole week doesn't make any good. I wish winter is over, winter is sucks!!